I did it!!

So I got the ring ! woot woot! I spent every waking and non waking hour working my booty off but I got it! I cant wait for it to be on my finger!!!

Craziness

Have you ever stopped and thought to yourself you were going completely insane ? I have ok, anyway I feel like the whole world is just passing me by and I am stuck here just watching! I spend most days cleaning,cleaning ,cleaning and Trying to run my businesses and obtain order and sanity, I have a 2 year old that keeps me busy and my husband is just as much of a baby as her so I have 2 children at home to take care of ! Balance is the key to do it all I hear but I am not sure how to get there, My desk is covered with books,magazines, papers, barbies and crayons looks like a junk yard! I used to be so organized and now I am so anything but .No one is every happy always whining and complaining , always about what they want nothing about me! I guess that is the day and the life of a Mom! I have been working so hard the last 3 weeks on a big Mk goal and today it's the last day and I am not going to make it after I worked so hard , not gonna get the ring I was going for and so depressed over it, When it comes down to it I am bascially a bit over $100 away and I worked my Booty off and now going to lose it for $100. Lovely I tell you . I tell you I pray for a miracle and I will have someone call with an order so I will get it ,but you know Life works funny ways! So here's to a day that has started off with a lull and hope for a bit of happiness sometime today!

World Card Making Day October 6th!!!

Hey everyone on Saturday October the 6th it is world card making day!! Yay! I want to invite you all over to make a few cards and celebrate!!! The event will be held at 1:00 pm and you do not have to have a clue how to make a card , be crafty or anything!You will be making (4) cards 2 each of the same design, you will be allowed to take one set home with you and there will be a great big box here to put the other 2 in Guess where these cards are going?? You guest it to The Ronald Mcdonald house! I extend this invite to everyone you know! We are celebrating world card making day and doing it all for charity! Come out join the fun! Anyone who brings a guest your name will be entered into a drawing to win a stamp set ! yay! Please let me know if you will be attending! I look forward to seeing all of you! if you are not able to come you still may make some cards and drop them off for the Charity! Thanks and have blessed day! You are not obligated to buy anything! This is strictly for fun and for charity!

Tuesday's Box of my Little Memories

So me and my not so much savvy on the computer is coming to me and I am becoming better and better everyday! [ok let me thank that anyway} I discovered the scanner ...old pictures and me scanned in for way more than time should of allowed but we did it! So here is my wonderful Tuesdayt Tribute . Thie day I want to say I miss my Grandma Hopkins alot she was amazing and boy could that woman cook .. I'll tell you my biggest memory of them was this yellow chair they had in there house man you could sit in ity and the bottom would pop in and out it was metal not like a new recliner it was tall andyellow the bottom looked like stairs it was way cool and I used to sit in it when I'd go over. I remember them alot and the time we spent there. My sister was lucky enough to get to live in there house after the passing for a while, but now some people bought the house and it's a disgrace now. I guess I cant expect much on taht , its their house now but still... Oh well just a rambaling! Well today is Tuesday.. a few more days left until the weekend.. Alot of Birthdays this weekend..

My careers!

To the uninformed! lol! I am always looking for a career to have to be able to stay at home with Ashland and make money! I have been a Stampin up' demo since Feb.11 2006 and really really enjoy it! I just this year decided I really wanted to expand and up my anny an add a downline I have one below me and working towards a larger team! I have stamp clubs, classes and different events quite often! I love to scrapbook! and one day hope to have my own personal little scrap shack to be able to hold events and meetings at!! If ever interested in coming on board as one of my customers or joining my team then please contact me!

I also signed up this year to be a Mary Kay Independent Beauty consultant and I have to say these group of women are the most amazing and outrageous fun people i have ever experienced in all my 28 years! I love it! And I have to say its the best money I have spent just for what it cost in a single trip to walmart you can make a career and be offered amazing oppurtunites , and have fun doing it! There are many oppurtunities in Mary Kay and if you know anything about Mary Kay , I can assure you it's not your Mamaw's make up anymore! The skin care products on there own are worth it! I am sorry I think I have gotten carried away , what i was getting at if you are interested in joining my team or just getting a tube of lipstick please contact me . I have an amazing oppurtunity to be invited to attend a Mary Kay meeting on Tuesday nights and if your even having a thought about it I invite you to be my guest! I can tell you I can't think of any other company that allows you to earn cars! I place orders every single monday so if you need anything feel free to contact me!

I love my life and my oppurtunites that God has given me , I always want to better myself and enrich my life by adding avid challanges and elements! I have goals and they include going on the cruise with stampin up one day and driving one of the amazing pink caddy's! I invite you to come join me and we can do it togethor!

My Maw Maw Tattoo!

I have done it! I finally have gotten another tattoo ! I had seven so eight was really a big step for me because i have to be able to cover them all ,it's something in my raising i guess i can get them just have to be able to hide them if need me ,There is always a time and a place for things ya know! Well this time as usual there is a meaning /cause behind it , This one is a beautiful stipple butterfly in honor of my Maw Maw whom passed a few months ago , I have taken her loss very hard and really don't see my life ever being the same she was amazing and all kinds of wonderful! I can tell you it hurt like heck and that was the 1st tattoo i have ever gotten that ever ever hurt but you know i kept telling myself she was in pain when she was sick and she did it I can , although mine was self inflicted and should not complain it eased the pain a little and I felt some sort of peace that have never felt since she parted earth when he finished it. It was like a cool rush of air , amazing can't exactly describe it she was there and I know she was , but now i almost feel her walking with me through my life and this song she used to sing i have no clue what it is but it keeps playing in my head it goes "And he walks with me,talks with me..." I know this sounds a bit strange but I can tell you my life is not the same not one bit! I miss her so much.

O Sweet Jesus!

yesterday afternoon Ashland was sitting on the floor by the fish tank playing with her toys and i hear her say "Come on Maw Maw Billie" "It's okay Maw Maw Billie" It's okay Maw Maw Billie" and so I say Ashland who are you talking to and she says "Maw Maw Billie" "you see her" and I said No and she said she right there ..

I was in complete shock as many of you know we lost her a few months ago!

I really wonder was she here!